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[09 Jun 2006|03:58am] |
So deep, that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep, I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me, I...
I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me, I...
[Chorus:]
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Unharmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream
"FUCK ME", I..
[Chorus:]
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream "FUCK ME"
[Chorus:]
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
And it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
i hate this band but this song seems appropriate,
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[09 Jun 2006|03:54am] |
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its weird how someone you know for such a short time csan fuck your head up so much.
i kinda feel punched in the face and like my guts twisting.
those were my veins.
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[27 Apr 2006|03:12am] |
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did a photoshoot in luke's garden for marie and i was in underwear again. god why am i always naked *ponders* ah well. luke took great delight in telling me about the woodlice that populate the garden sofa i was sitting on. lovely.
medium format images at dusk so im thinking marie will have done a good job. ;)
i took an iq test its 3am and i really am that bored.
Your IQ score is 122!
You are equipped with a verbal arsenal that enables you to understand complex issues and communicate on a particularly high level, making you a Word Warrior. Your command of words is so powerful that you are also a terrific communicator -- able to articulate big ideas to just about anyone.
The power of words translates to fresh ideas off paper too, in both artistic and creative pursuits. This allows you to be a visionary -- to extrapolate and come up with a multitude of fresh ideas
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get me. apparently im categorised as more intelligent than 91% of people.
this makes me fear for the general public.
it makes me laugh that i got this test from rupert. hehe.
LOVE!
also missie i love you long time etc...and the 2nd june your ass is mine ya hear?
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hummm *looks at last entry* tiffany needs to stop drinking and getting emo. oh yes she does.
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[26 Apr 2006|04:12am] |
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i can't help thinking i could have done things differently in all aspects of my life, because all around me things keep crashing down, but minutes later they're replace by an indefinate number of distractions. things burn out and fade away and i feel guilty because then i forget because of the new promises that are blurring my vision. my concentration levels go into free fall until im there again and he's there holding me but it's never the same.
interchangeable faces pigment my existence and something so colourful fades before i've given it the change to fulfill its true potential. restraint and patience are both traits i fail to exhibit on a regular basis, and although i'm not wounded by it, others can be and i just can't hold up anymore.
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[15 Mar 2006|05:36pm] |
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hmmm i think i may stop drinking for awhile after last saturday. the final straw was having straight tequila poured down my throat by beckie. *shudder* i got up on sunday morning and fell straight down again.
although drinking may have its merits....lisa and i got trashed at work last night after both being given shit stage music (bon jovi and s club yo) and then proceeded to strom the room and got loads of dances. go figure. alcohol and confidence i guess.
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[28 Feb 2006|06:37pm] |
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argh i have so little time left for my digital project....and a welcomed 8 weeks until the narrative one is in. meanwhile there are a million rehersals (daniel) for texas chainsaw show on the 24th march....so much travelling back and forth to london will incur.
saturday was much fun starting at too 2 much for jodie harsh's circus birthday bash....about 20 of us got ready at stefan's preparty and left looking suitably....well...circus. and took up at least half a train carriage with hair, shoes and feathers. (half of which ended up in my stuff izzie) none the less it was suitably fabulous. we did manage to loose a few people on the way though....guy dressed as a woman and anita with her two heads...?>
bohemia at the buffalo bar next stop...but the queue was long and i was hungry (always with the food) so i skipped and went to brixton still in full crying clown make-up. i did managed to change into some more sensible clothes on the top deck of the n35 without flashing though. go me.
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[18 Feb 2006|07:51pm] |
if i'm going to be publicly insulted i'd have thought that the least one could do was get location facts right.
there's nothing that says i'm grown up more than myspace and lj beef.
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so what are photographers interested in? ha.
sorry i cut you out becca you looked really hot but it was for someone lol xxxx
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[24 Nov 2005|03:00pm] |
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copyright D. Hindley
so um yeah.
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[11 Nov 2005|04:33am] |
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so next week i hae a field trip to paris...which is good.the wek after sven leaves for australia...which is shit. but my boyfriend comes to see me this weekend yay etc....
im still sick i fell like shit and i still dont like it here.
im wasting the time by having pole dancing lessons. clever me.
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[20 Oct 2005|08:21am] |
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i hate it here.
it's full of typical student yob types with no class and less personality.
i thought art school would be wonderful.
yes.
im running for student union.
i'm that bored.
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[06 Sep 2005|11:59pm] |
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im not coping well with the moving from london idea.
the leaving my boyfriend idea
the my boyfirend and best friend going back to australia idea
the izzie leaving idea
everything
***the trade show was kind of cool though, i got some liquor brand hairpins and top, sparkly pirate necklace, new purse, new plug etc....and all i had to do was orders and look good. pf. HA.
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[29 Aug 2005|07:29pm] |
asphixine and i before last SC ...
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[29 Aug 2005|07:24pm] |
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this speaks for itself.
i blame sven.
this accompanies the pirate post below somewhere.
xx
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[25 Aug 2005|06:41pm] |
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[22 Aug 2005|12:44am] |
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i took my hair out today...i only had it in for two weeks but at christina's party yesterday i got fake blood in it whilst playing dead with nathan in the bathtub. (pictures to come)
i need to get over my bathtub thing (see pirate post escapade below somewhere)
my head feels nice and clean and much lighter though.
take fire
out of heaven's clenched fist cracks slip between my desire
to keep your broken heart bleeding
just hold tight
and tell another fucking joke to pacify the urge for suicide
you know it won't keep waiting
so say goodbye
'cause I never want to hear another word about you and I
you know...you never stop
now we started out just running out spreading like wings
and we are oneI pulled you right out of the gutter
when I could have bee lined
we started out just running out spreading like wings
and what were we supposed to do?
You belong to me and what are we supposed to do?
Suck it in, spit it out you know that two's a crowd
Expectant mother's stillborn baby beauty cries aloud
and tries to tell you what I'm about
now don't you worry about a little thing like this it only hurts just a bit I promise
I'm going to take you a mile high
so don't you cry 'cause it'll just be baby baby baby nonstop until the end of the night
so keep your mouth shut
I can tell you're a good fuck just by the way you wear that innocent look don't you know that enough is never enough I made you now you are property I can't discard
aw i love dillinger escape plan.
i also like nathan hehe
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[19 Aug 2005|04:01pm] |
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so synthetic culture tonight yes?
good. ewww rain + garden + synthetic hair = arghghghghgh.
anyway.
i'm bored as fuck.
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i just saw th biggest spider ever.
it was about the size of my hand.
my mum dug up half the garden the other day and disturbed them all so they've decided to camp up in my room it would seem.
woo woo.
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a- photography
a - french
b - english lit.
fair play.
*shrugs*
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